oh, my beautiful one.
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes
I will tremble a prayer
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me,
Your sins into me
oh, my beautiful one. "
i keep leaving all the sins into me... other peoples sins...
I keep feeling like crap because people use me...because they think i am an idiot... the funny is that these people, or, this person, claims is my friend, claims that loves me.
It's scary, everybody around me are just like snakes... just trying to kill me when I commit the smallest step ever, just because they want to be bad, just because they look at me and think that i deserve that. I dont. I've never been bad with someone, wait, I've been already, but not with someone that I claim is my friend. Never.
I know I sometimes forget about other things when i am with someone, but fuck off, I am a fucking human been and I will learn when I have to learn, why people keep blamming that I am an idiot?! WHY YOU keep blamming that? Just because you are so afraid of been weak, so afraid of been ugly, so afraid of been an idiot that everything that you live is just pointless. You don't have any type of wishes, all that you want is to be the hottest girl ever and fuck with maried man. You like it, because your life is so sad that you want to make others sad too, just because you cant stand seeing someone happy. You're a bitch. A little whore and one of the fucking cheapest woman I ever met.
I know how you are, I'm been like you know, bitch, and believe me, I wont let you go with this one, believe me, I wont kill you, but you will feel worse as ever, because everytime you close your eyes, everytime you fuck with someone, everytime you claim that guys are just crazy to fuck with you more than with anybody else, is because you are AFRAID, you are just a weak little girl in a womans body. And you know that.
Thats so funny, if I say that someone looked at me, you always say "oh he looked at me with a face 'I want to fuck you in a way I've never wanted to fuck anybody else'". You know what? SCREW YOU.
When I was with that guy and you said you were wet. WTF?! What type of bitch, of slut, say this kind of thing in front of the guy that the person you say is the most important in you life??
Your type. The worst ever. And you are an idiot, you are been a bitch with me and you think I dont know, but I do. And you lost the chance of having a sister. I loved you, so much, i loved you in a way that I was able to pretend that all this im-a-the-hottest-one-ever stuff that you say was nothing. I was able to be with you for everything. EVERYTHING. I was able to 'put my hands on fire' for you. But now, sorry, you will be left alone again.
I still love you, for the good things you made for me, but I will never trust on you.
But you know you are ugly behind the mask.
